Backwards Dreams - The Words and Music of Xavier Alexander
Friday, May 16th, 2008A few years back, Dan Gaffney and I started a project with local Rehoboth musician Xavier Alexander. Here’s how it happened… Xavier had been in and out of mental hospitals for the last few years, being involuntarily committed by his family, he began showing up at WGMD radio broadcasts with his guitar and singing songs that has written.
He eventually came on the radio on Dan’s morning show to be interviewed and to tell his story. A year or two later, we decided that I would produce an album for Xavier that included new interview segments, in a way to tell his story.
Though we never finished an entire album, 5 songs were recorded and about 26 minutes of interview audio were captured that spring day at WGMD studios in Rehoboth Beach. Shortly after these sessions were taped, Xavier found himself back in the hospital (after a brief stint of moving some of his possessions including his guitar to the radio station).
Though we haven’t worked with Xavier since, these following recording tell a powerful and haunting, beautiful and scary portrait of a tortured artist at work. I recently unearthed these recordings, and not knowing what to do with them, since the album project is not happening, I’ve decided to post them here and at a few other sites. Although I own these sound recordings, the songs are owned by Xavier and I would not in any way try to make anything from them. I just want you to hear them. Therefore, I’ve uploaded these songs to playlist.com and below you can listen to the complete session the way we envisioned it that day.
Here’s the link to the Playlist.com playlist…
http://www.playlist.com/standalone/34398795
Here’s the direct URLs to the MP3s –
“Backwards Dreams: The Music and Words of Xavier Alexander”
By: Xavier Alexander
Words and Music written by Xavier Alexander
Acoustic Guitar and Vocals by Xavier Alexander
Interview by Dan Gaffney
Recorded and Produced by Jared Morris
Concept: Dan Gaffney/Jared Morris
Recorded at WGMD Studios in Rehoboth Beach, DE 2005
1. Backwards Dream
2. About Backwards Dream
3. About Mother Earth
4. Mother Earth
5. About Cover Your Smiles
6. Cover Your Smiles
7. About Keep Chasing Pretty Face
8. Keep Chasing Pretty Face
9. About On The Right Track
10. On The Right Track
11. About Xavier Alexander
You’ll never call me an Orioles fan – I’ll be a NY Mets fan till the day I die, but living here on Delmarva it’s hard to avoid everything orange and black during the spring, summer and fall. But I will admit to watching a few O’s games in my day – especially when it came to some of the bigger games – like championship games and Cal’s streak, but now, the era of Orioles’ Magic is truly over.
most of my creatures have been cats – and 2 dogs. Puddkitty is the current critter and while she isn’t as animated as some that I’ve had, she does keep herself and me entertained. She also makes sure that any creepy crawly critter that manages to get into the house doesn’t stay for long. Now if only she would decide that cricket legs taste like chicken! She leaves those behind – I guess it’s just her gift to me, but it’s better than leaving ‘other’ things! Pudd likes height – the top of anything is a great perch – doors, furniture, the mantle. Even with only hind claws, she’s still a great climber.
Most of the cats I’ve had through the years have been social – they like the company of the humans in the house rather than going off on their own to sleep in a sunbeam.  Sam was a fighter – he protected the property from any other cat in the neighborhood. He was my only outside cat, but met his match when he went after a large four-legged – car.Â
Samantha was my mouse cat. She could find any mouse that had the unfortunate luck to come into the house. Of course she didn’t hunt it – she played with it to death. And then just left it for Mommy to dispose of. She liked everyone and had the knack of finding the one person in a group who didn’t really like cats and
did her best to change their mind.
Mickey was the lover of the bunch. He knew he was cute and worked it to the max and then just sat on you and purred, but sometimes I think he thought he was a dog. He is the only cat that actually came when you called him and he would play fetch with his toys!
she and Puddkitty came to me at the same time. Mo was 5 and very unhappy to be in such a noisy place and Pudd was 6 months and the baby in the cat room. Mo was like Pywich – older and aloof, but she was more sociable. Pudd you’ve already met. 
